The old sheema

Hai.

I used to be fat. My weight was 80kg++. Why? Because I love food! HAHAHA.  Well, that was in the past, those times when I used to stuff myself even though I was full. (tsk..tsk..tsk..). Now, I usually stop eating before I get full. I have to. HAHAHA. Being fat is not really sweet. I can’t stand others’ perspective/comments toward fat people. Some of the comments were:

“You look prettier if you lose some weight”

“You don’t have a bf because you are fat!”

“Why are you bigger than your sister?”

Whenever there was a gathering for hari raya my uncle was like:

 “You are getting bigger!” 

Of course his voice was loud and clear. Everyone can hear. I assumed that he did it intentionally.  I was offended and hurt.  Hari raya was supposed to be fun.  My uncle ruined it. And we were supposed to ask for forgiveness but what he did was the complete opposite!

As a matter of fact, I am offended by comments like “You look prettier if you lose some weight” or “you’re pretty since you have lost some weight”. Seriously. What is wrong with you? Everyone is pretty in their own way. Don’t be such a narrow minded person. In fact, I am pretty when I was plump. HAHAHAHA. Sorry. No offense. I am perfectly content with myself.

Actually, I was lucky because I started to lose weight during my internship. Because, I have to walk around the production site, climbing stairs, walking and keep walking around. As a result, my weight was reduced. In addition, I don’t have enough money to buy a lot of food since my monthly allowance was RM300 only. So, I lost weight unintentionally. Hehehe.

When I got back from internship, my friends were shocked to see me. -___-‘  Rumors started. Me losing weight became a very hot issue.  HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. I mean they wondered on how I managed to lose weight.

As new semester began, I walked to the lab since I had no transport.  The distance from my college to the lab is quite far. So, my weight reduced more. HAHAHA. No transport? I was thankful for that! Hehehe.

I realize that in terms of health, it’s not good to be overweight. I do agree with this. Well, if you tell someone to lose weight because you’re worried about their health, it is good rather than you ask them to lose weight just because they look unattractive since they are overweight.

The old me. *giggle*